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| 2 | We gave up our positions and off we roared on a | 12 | We gave up our positions and off we roared on a motorcycle, the | "a" was added, perhaps it sounds better now?" |
| | motorcycle, the sidecar stuffed with tent, blankets, a | | sidecar stuffed with tent, blankets, change of clothes, and three | |
| | change of clothes, and three huge volumes of a finan- | | huge volumes of a financial reference service. Our friends thought | |
| | cial reference service. Our friends thought a lunacy | | a lunacy commission should be appointed. | |
| | commission should be appointed. | | | |
| 14 | The good doctor now sees many men who | 24 | The good doctor now sees many men who have such experiences. | ""that" was added, perhaps it sounds better now?" |
| | have such experiences. He knows that they are real. | | He knows they are real. | |
| 15 | I have seen | 25 | I have seen one hundred families set their feet in the path that | number was increased, |
| | hundreds of families set their feet in the path that | | "really goes somewhere; have seen the most impossible domestic " | historical adjustment |
| | "really goes somewhere; have seen the most impossible" | | "situations righted; feuds and bitterness of all sorts wiped out. " | |
| | "domestic situations righted; feuds and bitterness of all" | | | |
| | sorts wiped out. | | | |
| 15 | In one western city and its environs there | 25 | In one western city and its environs there are eighty of us and | number was increased, |
| | are one thousand of us and our families. | | our families. | historical adjustment |
| 16 | At these informal gatherings one may often | 26 | At these informal gatherings one may often see from 40 to 80 | number was increased, |
| | see from 50 to 200 persons. We are growing in num- | | persons. We are growing in numbers and power. | historical adjustment |
| | bers and power.* | | | footnote added |
| | *In 1984, A.A. is composed of approximately 58,500 groups. | | | |
| 16 | Bill W., co-founder of A.A., | 26 | | info added |
| | died January 24, 1971. | | | |
| | Chapter 2 | | | |
| 17 | WE, OF ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, know | 27 | WE, OF ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, know one hundred men | number was increased, |
| | thousands of men and women who were once | | who were once just as hopeless as Bill. All have recovered. | efficiency decreased |
| | just as hopeless as Bill. Nearly all have recovered. | | They have solved the drink problem. | |
| | They have solved the drink problem. | | | |
| 18 | But the ex-problem drinker who has found this solu- | 28 | But the ex-alcoholic who has found this solution, who is properly | Changed because |
| | tion, who is properly armed with facts about himself, | | armed with facts about himself, can generally win the entire | ""ex-alcoholic" was not in line with the doctrin" |
| | can generally win the entire confidence of another al- | | confidence of another alcoholic in a few hours. | ""Once an alcoholic -- always an alcoholic" (pg33)" |
| | coholic in a few hours. | | | |
| 20 | Our very lives, as ex-problem | 30 | Our very lives, as ex-alcoholics, depend upon our constant thought | ""ex-alcoholic" was not in line with the doctrin" |
| | drinkers, depend upon our constant thought of others | | of others and how we may help meet their needs. | |
| | and how we may help meet their needs. | | | |
| 25 | The great fact is just this, and nothing less: That we | 36 | The great fact is just this, and nothing less: that we have had deep | |
| | have had deep and effective spiritual experiences* | | and effective spiritual experiences, which have revolutionized our | |
| | which have revolutionized our whole attitude toward | | whole attitude toward life, toward our fellows, and toward God's | |
| | life, toward our fellows and toward God's universe. | | universe. | |
| | *Fully explained--Appendix II. | | | footnote states, most members |
| 26 | Then he had gone | 36 | Then he had gone | |
| | to Europe, placing himself in the care of the celebrated | | to Europe, placing himself in the care of the celebrated | Full name added. Why? To impress the reader? |
| | physician (the psychiatrist, Dr. Jung) who prescribed | | physician who prescribed for him. | |
| | for him. | | | |
| 27 | With many individuals the methods which I em- | 38 | With many individuals the methods which I em- | |
| | ployed are successful, but I have never been successful | | ployed are successful, but I have never been successful | |
| | "with an alcoholic of your description."*" | | "with an alcoholic of your description."" | |
| | *For amplification--see Appendix II. | | | |
| 29 | Further on, clear-cut directions are given showing | 39 | Further on, clear-cut directions are given showing how we recovered. | |
| | how we recovered. These are followed by forty-three | | These are followed by more than a score of personal experiences. | |
| | personal experiences. | | | |
| | Chapter 3 | | | |
| 30 | The idea | 41 | The idea | |
| | that somehow, someday he will control and enjoy his | | that somehow, someday he will control and enjoy his | |
| | drinking is the great obsession of every abnormal | | liquor drinking is the great obsession of every abnormal | |
| | drinker. | | drinker. | |
| 31 | Science may one day accomplish this, | 42 | Science may one day accomplish this, | |
| | but it hasn't done so yet. | | but it evidently hasn't done so yet. | |
| 31 | We do not like to pronounce any individual as alco- | 43 | We do not like to brand any individual as an alcoholic, | |
| | holic, but you can quickly diagnose yourself. | | but you can quickly diagnose yourself. | |
| 33 | Several of | 44 | Several of | |
| | our crowd, men of thirty or less, had been drinking | | our crowd, men of thirty-five or less, had been drinking | |
| | only a few years, but they found themselves as help- | | only a few years, but they found themselves as helpless as those | |
| | less as those who had been drinking twenty years. | | who had been drinking twenty years. | |
| 33 | Potential female alcoholics often turn into the real | 45 | Potential feminine alcoholics often turn into the real thing and are | |
| | thing and are gone beyond recall in a few years. | | gone beyond recall in a few years. | |
| 34 | But try and get them to see it!* | 45 | But try and get them to see it! | footnote added |
| | *True when this book was first published. But a 1989 | | | |
| | U.S./Canada membership survey showed about one-fifth of A.A.'s were | | | |
| | 30 and under. | | | |
| 40 | " Let him tell you about it: "I was much impressed" | 51 | "Let him tell you about it: "I was much impressed with what you " | |
| | with what you fellows said about alcoholism, and I | | fellows said about alcoholism, but I frankly did not believe it would | |
| | frankly did not believe it would be possible for me to | | be possible for me to drink again. | |
| | drink again. | | | |
| 40 | I rather appreciated your ideas about | 51 | I somewhat appreciated your ideas about the subtle insanity which | |
| | the subtle insanity which precedes the first drink, but | | precedes the first drink, but I was confident it could not happen to | |
| | I was confident it could not happen to me after what I | | me after what I had learned. | |
| | had learned. | | | |
| | Chapter 4 | | | |
| 44 | To be doomed to an alcoholic death | 56 | To be doomed to an alcoholic death or to live on a spiritual | |
| | or to live on a spiritual basis are not always easy | | basis--not always easy alternatives to face. | |
| | alternatives to face. | | | |
| 44 | About half our original | 56 | About half our fellowship were of exactly that type. | |
| | fellowship were of exactly that type. | | | |
| 44 | But cheer up, something like half of us thought we | 56 | But cheer up, something like fifty of us thought we were atheists | |
| | were atheists or agnostics. | | or agnostics. | |
| 47 | At the start, this was all we | 59 | At the start, this is all we needed to commence spiritual growth, to | |
| | needed to commence spiritual growth, to effect our | | effect our first conscious relation with God as we understood Him. | |
| | first conscious relation with God as we understood | | | |
| | Him. | | | |
| 47 | That | 59 | That is growth, but if we wished to grow, | |
| | was growth, but if we wished to grow we had to begin | | we had to begin somewhere. | |
| | somewhere. | | | |
| 47 | It has been repeatedly proven among us that | 59 | It has been repeatedly proven among us that upon this simple | |
| | upon this simple cornerstone a wonderfully effective | | cornerstone a wonderfully effective spiritual structure can be built. | |
| | spiritual structure can be built.* | | | |
| | "*Please be sure to read Appendix II on "Spiritual Experience."" | | | |
| 50 | In our personal stories you will find a wide variation | 62 | In our personal stories you will find wide variation in the way each | |
| | in the way each teller approaches and conceives of | | teller approaches and conceives of the Power which is greater | |
| | the Power which is greater than himself. | | than himself. | |
| 50 | Experience has taught us | 62 | Experience has taught | |
| | that these are matters about which, for our purpose, | | that these are matters about which, for our purpose, | |
| | we need not be worried. | | we need not be worried. | |
| 50 | Here are thousands of men and women, worldly in- | 62 | Here are one hundred men and women, worldly indeed. | |
| | deed. | | | |
| 50 | Once con- | 63 | Once confused and baffled by the seeming futility of existence, they | |
| | fused and baffled by the seeming futility of existence, | | will show the underlying reasons why they were making heavy | |
| | they show the underlying reasons why they were | | going of life. | |
| | making heavy going of life. | | | |
| 51 | They show how the change came over them. | 63 | They will show how the change came over them. | |
| 51 | When | 63 | When one hundred people, are able to say that the consciousness | |
| | many hundreds of people are able to say that the | | of The Presence of God is today the most important fact of their | |
| | consciousness of the Presence of God is today the most | | lives, they present a powerful reason why one should have faith. | |
| | important fact of their lives, they present a powerful | | | |
| | reason why one should have faith. | | | |
| 51 | Others came near putting Galileo | 63 | Others like them came near putting Galileo to death for his | |
| | to death for his astronomical heresies. | | astronomical heresies. | |
| 52 | We had to ask ourselves why we shouldn't apply to | 64 | We had to ask ourselves why we shouldn't apply to our human | |
| | our human problems this same readiness to change | | problems this same readiness to change the point of view. | |
| | our point of view. | | | |
| 52 | When we saw others solve their problems by a | 65 | When we saw others solve their problems by simple reliance upon | |
| | simple reliance upon the Spirit of the Universe, we | | the Spirit of this universe, we had to stop | |
| | had to stop doubting the power of God. | | doubting the power of God. | |
| 56 | That very night, years ago, it dis- | 69 | That very night three years ago it disappeared. | |
| | appeared. | | | |
| | Chapter 5 | | | |
| 60 | 12. Having had a spiritual awakening as the result | 72 | 12. Having had a spiritual experience as the result of these* steps, we | *second printing March 1941 had "those", second edition 1955 reads again "these" |
| | of these steps, we tried to carry this message to | | tried to carry this message to alcoholics, and to practice these | |
| | alcoholics, and to practice these principles in all | | principles in all our affairs. | |
| | our affairs. | | | |
| 60 | (c) That God could and would if He were sought. | 72 | (c) That God could and would if sought. | |
| 61 | He begins to think life doesn't treat him | 73 | He begins to think life doesn't treat him right. He decides to exert | |
| | right. He decides to exert himself more. | | himself some more. | |
| 62 | And there often | 74 | And there often seems no way of entirely getting rid of self | |
| | seems no way of entirely getting rid of self without | | without Him. | |
| | His aid. | | | |
| 65 | My wife Misunderstands and Pride--Personal | 78 | My wife Misunderstands and Pride--Personal and | |
| | nags. Likes Brown. sex relations-- | | nags. Likes Brown. sex relations--Se- | |
| | Wants house put in Security (fear) | | Wants house put in curity (fear) | |
| | her name. | | her name. | |
| | Chapter 6 | | | |
| 76 | If we still cling to something we will not let go, we | 88 | Should we still cling to something we will not let go, we ask God to | |
| | ask God to help us be willing. | | help us be willing. | |
| 80 | This all happened years ago. | 93 | This all happened three years ago. | |
| 82 | If we have no such complication, there is plenty we | 94 | Should we have no such complication, there is plenty we should do | |
| | should do at home. | | at home. | |
| | Chapter 7 | | | |
| 90 | Sometimes it is wise to wait till he goes on a binge. | 102 | Usually it is wise to wait till he goes on a binge. | |
| 92 | And be careful not to brand him as an | 104 | And be careful not to brand him an alcoholic. | |
| | alcoholic. | | | |
| 92 | Continue to speak of alcoholism as an illness, a fatal | 104 | Continue to speak of alcoholism as a sickness, a fatal malady. | |
| | malady. | | | |
| 93 | Let him ask you | 105 | Let him ask you that question, if he will. If he does not | |
| | that question, if he will. Tell him exactly what hap- | | ask, proceed with the rest of your story. Tell him exactly what | |
| | pened to you. | | happened to you. | |
| 93 | But he will be curious to learn why his own convictions | 105 | But he will be curious to learn why his own convictions have not | |
| | have not worked and why yours seem to work so well. | | worked, and yours seem to work so well. | |
| 98 | Argument and fault-finding are to | 111 | Argument and fault-finding are to be avoided like leprosy. | |
| | be avoided like the plague. | | | |
| | Chapter 8 | | | footnote added |
| 104 | TO WIVES * | 117 | TO WIVES | |
| | *Written in 1939, when there were few women in A.A., this | | | |
| | chapter assumes that the alcoholic in the home is likely to | | | |
| | be the husband. | | | |
| | But many of the suggestions given here may be adapted to help the | | | |
| | person who lives with a woman alcoholic--whether she is still drinking | | | |
| | or is recovering in A.A. A further source of help is noted on page 121. | | | |
| 108 | These are some of the questions which race through | 121 | These are some of the questions which race through the mind of | |
| | the mind of every woman who has an alcoholic hus- | | every girl who has an alcoholic husband. | |
| | band. | | | |
| 111 | He will | 124 | He will use that as an excuse to drink some more. | |
| | use that as an excuse to drink more. | | | |
| 111 | He may seek someone else to console him-- | 124 | He may seek someone to console him--not always another man. | |
| | not always another man. | | | |
| 113 | He knows that thousands of | 126 | He knows that over a hundred men, much | |
| | men, much like himself, have recovered. | | like himself, have recovered. | |
| 114 | We make this | 127 | We make this recommendation with some confidence. About a year | |
| | recommendation with some confidence. For years we | | ago a certain state institution released four chronic alcoholics. It was | |
| | have been working with alcoholics committed to in- | | fully expected they would all be back in a few weeks. Only one of | |
| | stitutions. Since this book was first published, A.A. | | them has returned. The others had no relapse at all. The power | |
| | has released thousands of alcoholics from asylums and | | of God goes deep! | |
| | hospitals of every kind. The majority have never re- | | | |
| | turned. The power of God goes deep! | | | |
| 114 | The wives and children of such men suffer horribly, but | 128 | The wives and children of such men suffer horribly, but | |
| | not more than the men themselves. | | not less than the men themselves. | |
| 115 | You will no longer be | 128 | You will no longer be self-conscious, nor feel that you must | |
| | self-conscious or feel that you must apologize as | | apologize as though your husband were a weak character. | |
| | though your husband were a weak character. | | | |
| 121 | That is why | 134 | That is why we are anxious that you understand, that you avoid | |
| | we are anxious that you understand, and that you | | these unnecessary difficulties. | |
| | avoid these unnecessary difficulties.* | | | |
| | The fellowship of Al-Anon Family Groups was | | | |
| | formed about thirteen years after this chapter was | | | |
| | written. Though it is entirely separate from Alcoholics | | | |
| | Anonymous, it uses the general principles of the A.A. | | | |
| | program as a guide for husbands, wives, relatives, | | | |
| | friends, and others close to alcoholics. The foregoing | | | |
| | pages (though addressed only to wives) indicate the | | | |
| | problems such people may face. Alateen, for teen-aged | | | |
| | children of alcoholics, is a part of Al-Anon. | | | |
| | If there is no Al-Anon listing in your local tele- | | | |
| | phone book, you may obtain further information on | | | |
| | Al-Anon Family Groups by writing to its World Ser- | | | |
| | vice Office: Box 182, Madison Square Station, New | | | |
| | York, NY 10159. | | | |
| | Chapter 9 | | | |
| 124 | We think | 137 | We think each family which has been relieved owes something to | |
| | each family which has been relieved owes something | | those which have not, and when the occasion requires, each | |
| | to those who have not, and when the occasion re- | | member of it, should be only too willing to bring former mistakes, no | |
| | quires, each member of it should be only too willing | | matter how grievous, out of their hiding places. | |
| | to bring former mistakes, no matter how grievous, out | | | |
| | of their hiding places. | | | |
| 125 | A man may | 138 | A man may criticize or laugh at himself and it will affect others | |
| | criticize or laugh at himself and it will affect others | | favorably, but criticism or ridicule of him coming from another often | |
| | favorably, but criticism or ridicule coming from an- | | produces the contrary effect. | |
| | other often produces the contrary effect. | | | |
| 126 | With these we have had experi- | 139 | With these we have experience galore. | |
| | ence galore. | | | |
| 130 | We have come to believe He would like us to keep our | 143 | We have come to believe He would like us to keep our heads in the | |
| | heads in the clouds with Him, but that our feet ought | | clouds with Him, but that our feet ought to be firmly planted | |
| | to be firmly planted on earth. | | on earth, nevertheless. | |
| 131 | Instead | 144 | Instead of developing new channels of activity for themselves, | |
| | of developing new channels of activity for themselves, | | mother and children may demand that he stay home and make up | |
| | mother and children demand that he stay home and | | the deficiency. | |
| | make up the deficiency. | | | |
| | Chapter 10 | | | |
| 136 | AMONG MANY employers nowadays, we think of | 150 | ONE of our friends, whose gripping story you will read, has spent | |
| | one member who has spent much of his life in | | much of his life in the world of big business. | |
| | the world of big business | | | |
| 138 | I felt this was inevitable and wondered | 152 | I felt this was inevitable and wondered if the bank were doing | |
| | if the bank was doing the man an injustice. | | the man an injustice. | |
| 139 | Even when you understand the | 154 | Even when you understand the malady better, you may find | |
| | malady better, you may feel this feeling rising. | | this feeling rising. | |
| 142 | At this point, it might be well to explain alcoholism, the illness. | 156 | At this point, it might be well to explain alcoholism, the sickness. | |
| | Say that you believe he is a gravely ill per- | | Say that you believe he is a gravely-ill person, with this | |
| | son, with this qualification--being perhaps fatally ill, | | qualification--being perhaps fatally ill, does he want to | |
| | does he want to get well? | | get well immediately? | |
| 144 | That won't | 158 | That won't hurt him a bit, though he does not go for this remedy. | |
| | hurt him a bit, even though he does not go for this | | | |
| | remedy. | | | |
| 144 | Your are betting, of course, that your changed atti- | 158 | You are betting, of course, that your changed attitude and the | |
| | tude plus the contents of this book will turn the trick. | | contents of this book will turn the trick. | |
| 144 | As our work spreads and our | 159 | When our work spreads and our numbers increase, we hope your | |
| | numbers increase, we hope your employees may be | | employees may be put in personal contact with some of us. | |
| | put in personal contact with some of us. | | | |
| 145 | The greatest enemies of us alcoholics are resent- | 159 | The greatest enemies of we alcoholics are resentment, jealousy, | |
| | ment, jealousy, envy, frustration, and fear. | | envy, frustration, and fear. | |
| 146 | After your man has gone along without drinking | | | |
| | for a few months, you may be able to make use of his | 160 | After your man has gone along without drinking a few months, | |
| | services with other employees who are giving you the | | you may be able to make use of his services with other employees | |
| | alcoholic run-around--provided, of course, they are | | who are giving you the alcoholic run-around-provided, of course, | |
| | willing to have a third party in the picture. | | they are willing to have a third party in the picture. | |
| 147 | If you take it, your past will be forgotten | 162 | If you do, your past will be forgotten and the fact that you went | |
| | and the fact that you went away for treatment will | | away for treatment will not be mentioned. | |
| | not be mentioned. | | | |
| 150 | I have enjoyed every moment spent in getting them | 164 | I have enjoyed every moment spent in getting them | |
| | straightened out.* | | straightened out.* | |
| | *See Appendix VI--We shall be happy to hear from you if we can | | *See appendix--The Alcoholic Foundation. We may be able to | |
| | be of help. | | carry on a limited correspondence. | |
| | Chapter 11 | | | |
| 151 | As ex-problem drink- | 166 | As ex-alcoholics, we smile at such a sally. | |
| | ers, we smile at such a sally. | | | |
| 152 | Years ago, in 1935, one of our number made a | 168 | Nearly four years ago, one of our number made a journey to a | |
| | journey to a certain western city. | | certain western city. | |
| 154 | After all, had he not been sober six months now? | 168 | Then after all, had he not been sober six months now? | |
| 155 | Painfully aware of being | 169 | Painfully aware of being somehow abnormal, the man did not fully | |
| | somehow abnormal, the man did not fully realize | | realize what it means to be alcoholic. | |
| | what it meant to be alcoholic.* | | | |
| | *This refers to Bill's first visit with Dr. Bob. These men later be- | | | |
| | "came co-founders of A.A. Bill's story opens the text of this book;" | | | |
| | Dr. Bob's heads the Story Section. | | | |
| 156 | Goes off his head com- | 170 | Goes off his head completely when drinking. | |
| | pletely when he's drinking. | | | |
| 156 | Understand he was once a | 170 | Understand he was once a well-known lawyer | |
| | well-known lawyer in town, but just now we've got | | "in town, but just now we've got him strapped down tight."" | |
| | "him strapped down tight."*" | | | |
| | *This refers to Bill's and Dr. Bob's first visit to A.A. Number Three. | | | |
| | See the Pioneer Section. This resulted in A.A.'s first group, at Akron, | | | |
| | Ohio, in 1935. | | | |
| 160 | He succumbed to that gay | 174 | He succumbed to that gay crowd inside, who laughed | |
| | crowd inside, who laughed at their own misfortunes | | at their misfortune and understood him. | |
| | and understood his. | | | |
| 161 | Being a large | 175 | Being a large place, we think that some day its Fellowship will | |
| | place, we think that some day its Fellowship will | | number many hundreds. | |
| | number many hundreds.* | | | |
| | *Written in 1939. | | | |
| 161 | Under only slightly different conditions, the same | 176 | Under only slightly different conditions, the same thing is taking | |
| | thing is taking place in many eastern cities. | | place in several eastern cities. | |
| 162 | We are greatly indebted to the | 176 | We are greatly indebted to the doctor in attendance there, for he, | |
| | doctor in attendance there, for he, although it might | | although it might prejudice his own work, has told us his | |
| | prejudice his own work, has told us of his belief in ours. | | belief in our work. | |
| 162 | Then, in this | 176 | Then, in this eastern city, there are informal meetings such as we | |
| | eastern city, there are informal meetings such as we | | have described to you, where you may see thirty or forty, there | |
| | have described to you, where you may now see scores | | are the same fast friendships, there is the same helpfulness to | |
| | of members. There are the same fast friendships, | | one another as you find among our western friends. | |
| | there is the same helpfulness to one another as you | | | |
| | find among our western friends. | | | |
| 162 | This practice enables us to lend a | 177 | This practice enables us to lend a hand, at the same time avoiding | |
| | hand, at the same time avoiding certain alluring dis- | | certain alluring distractions of the road, about which any traveling | |
| | tractions of the road, about which any traveling man | | man can inform you. | |
| | can inform you.* | | | |
| | *Written in 1939. In 1984, there are about 58,500 groups. There is A.A. | | | |
| | activity in 114 countries, with an estimated membership of over 1,000,000. | | | |
| 163 | You forget that you have just now tapped | 177 | You forget that you have just now tapped a source of power | |
| | a source of power much greater than yourself. | | so much greater than yourself. | |
| 163 | We know of an A.A. member who was living in a | 177 | We know a former alcoholic who was living in a large community. | |
| | large community. | | | |
| 163 | This was only a few days ago at this writing. (1939) | 177 | This was only a few days ago at this writing. | |
| 164 | He | 178 | He will show you how to create the fellowship you crave. | |
| | will show you how to create the fellowship you | | | |
| | crave.* | | | |
| | *Alcoholics Anonymous will be glad to hear from you. Address | | | |
| | P.O. Box 459, Grand Central Station, New York, NY 10163. | | | |
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